.

Sometimes it was just too stressful.
Sorry /_\

倒数

默默地倒数着两天
就快要离开生活了20年的城市
离开这个熟悉得不能再熟悉的地方

从一开始的抗拒
到现在渐渐的接受
虽然始终免不了那一丝丝的担心
但是总要学习把事情交给主

20岁了
要学会自己照顾自己了
身后不会有人等着为我收拾残局
懵懵懂懂就算了吧
精明点才能好好的

只是想不到
原来上个大学是从获知成绩开始就在学习
还以为是要到达大学了才开始慢慢摸索
长这么大
第一次认认真真的查机票查旅馆
还要思量一些琐碎的事
当时真的有些压力
几次都差点奔溃
现在回想也不知道那时到底在奔溃什么 呵呵
可能只能说 经一事 长一智
更意料不到的
是能在开学之前认识几位朋友
个人觉得本身人缘不是特别好
不是那种主动和人说话的
所以当和她们认识有种主在背后主宰一切的感觉
希望往后4年我们可以住在一起
我不是个喜欢麻烦和改变的人
千变万化的事情请离开我吧！！

终于呀
看着朋友一个一个的离开去读书
现在到我了哈哈
可以念着自己喜欢的科系
只是好多人反对=(((
说兴趣不能当饭吃
说我以后一定会后悔
听了真的会犹豫会灰心会怕自己真的后悔
从小到大似乎都在你们的期望下长大
不是说我不感恩
可是我只想坚持这一次 任性这一次
没兴趣的科系我真的念不来
我尝试过了 知道真的不能够/_\
至少现在我会心甘情愿的为着它去努力去奋斗
不明白的我会加油
毕竟这是我的选择我必须负责

加油！！
努力吧不要让懒惰战胜自己
I need a boost of confidence.

Ranting hohoho

一直都在默默地偷看别人的部落格 XD

也想着自己该写些什么才好

今年的生活实在够平淡

日复一日的上班 下班 睡觉

其实真的没什么好纪录

虽然真的没东西写 可是又死不甘愿要更新点什么

毕竟从08年开始写起 快6年了

从MSN到Blogger到Facebook到Twitter到Instagram

最后还是不舍得撇下这里

他始终装了不少成长的回忆

好啦 我在乱写 假emo :P

今年九月 终于可以踏入大学的门槛

某老头都second year了我还没开始degree T_T

很希望很希望能够被录取自己想要的科系

虽然听说不简单 可是还是想尝试

总好过留下遗憾

所以啦啦啦啦啦 好希望拿的到啦

话说 突然很想念secret recipe的red velvet cake和green tea cheesecake :3

单是看看照片就饿了 /_\

But最近没钱了LOL

要等月尾发工钱才吃得起

怎么默默地就好有月光族的feel -.-'''

好了 自言自语完毕

去看戏吧哈哈哈哈 

Blues

Stressed out trying to decide my future, yet not really in charge of it.

Yea, so im struggling to finalize my choices for university.

As some probably knows, those applying for local uni need to fill in numerous choices for our application form.

Which is a really headache.

Well, i do have an idea what course i would like to pursue but the main problem now i just cant smack the officials in face by filling all my choices with the same courses and different universities.

Kinda had the vision they will despise me and straight away kick me out of the system and not offering me any course. :(

The closing date for application is 7 April urgh.

Doing what i can while praying for Lord to lead me. :)

That's all i can do.

I really do envy those who can decide what course for themselves.

Perhaps i should repent why i didnt give my best effort in form 6. /_\

Anyway its late and there's rain outside and i shouldnt worry too much. :)

And most importantly i've got work tomorrow morning. @_@

Better put it off for couple hours and get some quality sleep.

Good night world. =D

 

2014 ;)

Its almost half year since my last update.
Lots of things can happen during this interval.
For which i graduate from my form six and entering a new surrounding-work. :)

Work isn't same as study of course
But i do earn some money $$$ and also get working experiences.
Even though its not much, but it let me knows the patterns and styles of different people.
Out of the coccoon so well protected, the comfort zone im missing once i stepped out.
And i missed the times when i can 38 with friends and say bad words about others together XD
It's not morally good but still its memorable ma.
Now everyone's on different path and hopefully all the best with us.

And may the odds be ever in your favor. 

Hehe coz i just read hunger games few days ago.


Anyway, there's a little changes in my life. ;)
People come and go, they said.
And he came??
HAHAHA
Not exactly, he's been there for years LOL

Okay. He's mine. =P

This guy said dun elaborate otherwise he'll shy. (Macam true 酱 tsk tsk)
ps: i dont know why he insist this pic is nice @____@

Alright since he will be shy i shall just stop here.
Goodbye and good night.
=)