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Random thoughts...

Its been a while since I'm posting something.
To be honest, I don't update much throughout the years.
Probably once in a blue moon.
I remember the time that I would be writing about my life enthusiastically,  without worries.
I guess its a part of growing up, it adds more thoughts, stress, shield on you.
I hide myself from many, not willing to befriend them with my true self.
Like a hedgehog, safe distance is kept.
They say uni is a miniature society, I couldn't agree more.
Here you get to see all kind of faces, and you need alot of time to know who is your friend, with no benefit they can get from you.
You learn to be yourself.
You learn that not everyone is what you see on the surface.
Sometimes it takes some living together, or the willingness to help you write names during events or sharing knowledge for tests or many more.
You will suddenly realize that one guy in your class is not as noble as you thought.
Or you can realize your patience is not as much as you think.

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As you grow up, you need to be careful about what you say.
No one's gonna let you off easily like before.
I used to really like writing.
But what i wrote were mostly stories which i make up.
Not lies, just random stories i fantasize cause i read a lot of novels.
Harry Potter, Twilight, Lord of the Rings, Percy Jackson and more...
Life goes on and one day you just stop imagining these stories in your mind.
Nowadays, all the thing i write are assignments and codes.

Im learning html like finally anyway

^{One of which i had been interested in since form 4}

There's a lot to learn and im ranting or nagging(?) here

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Just some random late night thoughts anyway
Gute nacht

2016的第一篇。

2016年1月4日。这是今年的第一篇。2015的回顾，不知道有没有心情来写。

今天是个晴朗的日子，也是我朋友的生日。
在考试季节中抽空庆祝了，可是寿星有点忧郁。
不过还是祝妳生日快乐呀


今天也是个差点车祸的一天。
在关丹驾车也不是第一次，知道这里的司机大都鲁莽。
随意换道不打讯号灯等，喜欢怎样驾车就怎样。
而今天，在回校的路上，就遇到了一个没车品的。
那时是绿灯。
原先，他从左边开到右边，他开到我隔壁的lane就停了。（马路大概四~五条lane）
所以不觉得他会再继续开到我的那条lane。
可是就在我即将开到他的车那儿，他居然冲了出来。
大脑几乎当机，考虑着我该刹车吗？
可是理智告诉我来不及，所以就swerve了。
转右再立刻转回左，车子失控了，大家都在喊，除了我。
只想着撞上了吗，难道这就是撞车的感觉……
还好就是因为这喊声，我才记得要把车子控制好开去旁边。
也还好，后方的车辆不多，不太清楚，可是停靠在旁边时望去后面他们都停在交通灯前。

感谢主，若不是祂，我现在可能不会打着这篇文章，而是在医院里躺着，更或者，是盖上白布。
因为根据当时的车速和情况，肯定是翻车。
如果再迟了一秒钟转……
如果后面的车辆很多……
如果那辆车再快一些……
如果我反应不过来……
如果我选择了刹车……
太多的如果，以致想起来仍后怕。

想说，主救了我，因为那儿平时是很多很多车辆的。
还有想说，司机们，马路不是你们铺的，请顾虑其他人好吗？
不要到了意外发生了再来后悔。

吃货日记 x_x

在四月份的某个星期四，下了趟吉隆坡。

见了想见的人，吃了想吃的食物。

因为没钱挥霍 T_T 所以只能够window shopping。

不过两只吃货在一起，就算拿所有的budget去吃也在所不惜 xD

(其实还是有在很小心的控制budget lolx..)

抵达那天，跑去吃了念念不忘的Sushi Zanmai

事前没有查好，不知道Nu Sentral也开了一家，结果就跑到The Gardens去了（好多人=.=")

每次我都很喜欢只吃寿司，这次也一样哇哈哈

默默地就啃了超多的，吓到旁边那位 :3

Salmon Zanmai 

(actually didnt remember the name but googled)

Approx RM20++

也试了Avocado Roll

Creamy and nice 

这次我不负责钱，所以价钱就统统不管，吃就对了

X)

顺带一提，还买到了Farmfresh的yogurt

不知为啥，我学校方圆百里很难买到Farmfresh的yogurt TT

（照片取自网络）

隔天花了整天在bukit bintang一带

去了Lowyat, Sungei Wang, Pavilion，只差Berjaya Times Square没去到了

午餐在Pavilion的Morganfield解决

很幸运的是

因为GST的到来，他们推出了GST Buster

共有25样ala carte有折扣

（照片来自Morganfield脸书）

他点了pork shoulder chop

一开始看到还觉得为什么分量这么少

结果还差点吃不完

嗯，所谓的扎实？

我吃了Pork Ribs!!!

因为是中午，所以他们推荐Lunch Set(RM25.90)，附加了汽水以及Salad or汤二选一

饮料方面可以加RM2.90升级成果汁

个人觉得很划算

Hickory BBQ Spare Ribs

分量还蛮大的，重点是超好吃的 T_T 那时候还很开心的去骨然后慢慢吃 LOL

看到照片我饿了 /_\

我把薯条都给了他，还是吃的很饱

吃饱了就到处走走消耗一下，如愿以偿看了Cinderella ^_^

走累了就即兴的去了许留山吃甜品

没错的话是金枝玉露之类的

还不错，只是芒果少了点 

看完戏出来又饿了，呵呵。

Lot 10 的颂记牛肉面和鸭蛋炒果条加蠔煎

比较喜欢吃汤的牛肉面

所以觉得这不怎么样

而且上面的肉燥味道有点奇怪

不过分量很大倒是真的

一份RM10

面加牛杂汤

牛杂汤还蛮好喝的

蠔煎

很多鸡蛋，蠔其实不多

吃鸡蛋吃的很开心 LOL

回去之前，吃了Nando's

好吃啊啊啊啊

这是Quarter的set，可以加2个regular sides。

老实说，玉米的size吓到我了，还吃不完=(

这是他的。Half吧应该

也是set的有加2个regular sides

就这样，吃货之旅结束啦

我们会继续努力吃的！！

最后的最后

很久没有好好写部落格了，有点奇怪-.-

我会努力加油更新的，就算没人看 也当成个记录 X)

.

Sometimes it was just too stressful.
Sorry /_\

倒数

默默地倒数着两天
就快要离开生活了20年的城市
离开这个熟悉得不能再熟悉的地方

从一开始的抗拒
到现在渐渐的接受
虽然始终免不了那一丝丝的担心
但是总要学习把事情交给主

20岁了
要学会自己照顾自己了
身后不会有人等着为我收拾残局
懵懵懂懂就算了吧
精明点才能好好的

只是想不到
原来上个大学是从获知成绩开始就在学习
还以为是要到达大学了才开始慢慢摸索
长这么大
第一次认认真真的查机票查旅馆
还要思量一些琐碎的事
当时真的有些压力
几次都差点奔溃
现在回想也不知道那时到底在奔溃什么 呵呵
可能只能说 经一事 长一智
更意料不到的
是能在开学之前认识几位朋友
个人觉得本身人缘不是特别好
不是那种主动和人说话的
所以当和她们认识有种主在背后主宰一切的感觉
希望往后4年我们可以住在一起
我不是个喜欢麻烦和改变的人
千变万化的事情请离开我吧！！

终于呀
看着朋友一个一个的离开去读书
现在到我了哈哈
可以念着自己喜欢的科系
只是好多人反对=(((
说兴趣不能当饭吃
说我以后一定会后悔
听了真的会犹豫会灰心会怕自己真的后悔
从小到大似乎都在你们的期望下长大
不是说我不感恩
可是我只想坚持这一次 任性这一次
没兴趣的科系我真的念不来
我尝试过了 知道真的不能够/_\
至少现在我会心甘情愿的为着它去努力去奋斗
不明白的我会加油
毕竟这是我的选择我必须负责

加油！！
努力吧不要让懒惰战胜自己
I need a boost of confidence.

Ranting hohoho

一直都在默默地偷看别人的部落格 XD

也想着自己该写些什么才好

今年的生活实在够平淡

日复一日的上班 下班 睡觉

其实真的没什么好纪录

虽然真的没东西写 可是又死不甘愿要更新点什么

毕竟从08年开始写起 快6年了

从MSN到Blogger到Facebook到Twitter到Instagram

最后还是不舍得撇下这里

他始终装了不少成长的回忆

好啦 我在乱写 假emo :P

今年九月 终于可以踏入大学的门槛

某老头都second year了我还没开始degree T_T

很希望很希望能够被录取自己想要的科系

虽然听说不简单 可是还是想尝试

总好过留下遗憾

所以啦啦啦啦啦 好希望拿的到啦

话说 突然很想念secret recipe的red velvet cake和green tea cheesecake :3

单是看看照片就饿了 /_\

But最近没钱了LOL

要等月尾发工钱才吃得起

怎么默默地就好有月光族的feel -.-'''

好了 自言自语完毕

去看戏吧哈哈哈哈 

Blues

Stressed out trying to decide my future, yet not really in charge of it.

Yea, so im struggling to finalize my choices for university.

As some probably knows, those applying for local uni need to fill in numerous choices for our application form.

Which is a really headache.

Well, i do have an idea what course i would like to pursue but the main problem now i just cant smack the officials in face by filling all my choices with the same courses and different universities.

Kinda had the vision they will despise me and straight away kick me out of the system and not offering me any course. :(

The closing date for application is 7 April urgh.

Doing what i can while praying for Lord to lead me. :)

That's all i can do.

I really do envy those who can decide what course for themselves.

Perhaps i should repent why i didnt give my best effort in form 6. /_\

Anyway its late and there's rain outside and i shouldnt worry too much. :)

And most importantly i've got work tomorrow morning. @_@

Better put it off for couple hours and get some quality sleep.

Good night world. =D

 

2014 ;)

Its almost half year since my last update.
Lots of things can happen during this interval.
For which i graduate from my form six and entering a new surrounding-work. :)

Work isn't same as study of course
But i do earn some money $$$ and also get working experiences.
Even though its not much, but it let me knows the patterns and styles of different people.
Out of the coccoon so well protected, the comfort zone im missing once i stepped out.
And i missed the times when i can 38 with friends and say bad words about others together XD
It's not morally good but still its memorable ma.
Now everyone's on different path and hopefully all the best with us.

And may the odds be ever in your favor. 

Hehe coz i just read hunger games few days ago.


Anyway, there's a little changes in my life. ;)
People come and go, they said.
And he came??
HAHAHA
Not exactly, he's been there for years LOL

Okay. He's mine. =P

This guy said dun elaborate otherwise he'll shy. (Macam true 酱 tsk tsk)
ps: i dont know why he insist this pic is nice @____@

Alright since he will be shy i shall just stop here.
Goodbye and good night.
=)

利用?

有句话说，不要被利用了觉得伤心或生气，因为这代表你还有被利用的价值。
BUT
当你真的陷入这种困惑时，我保证你不会这么感激他让你知道你存在利用价值。

最近 总觉得自己被利用了 还是心甘情愿的那种-_-
这星期交了欠了好久的reports和project。
两份都是group work。
Group work其实是不错，不用一个人那么辛苦做完全部的工
可是当你发现你的partner完全不当一回事的时候就是另外一种心情了
越来越理所当然的认为自己不会，想着我会双手奉上我的成品让你来抄
我已经做了其余的了，只剩下的两份报告还要等我做了再借你抄？
你到底知不知道我为了做report花了至少2小时来算result改result，而你呢？拿到了还可以一边玩一边抄
那project呢？上次chem的因为我自己的原因你没做就算了。那这次叻...
几个星期前给你的资料你到最后一分钟才随便写写了给我，结果还说牺牲了午觉。原来我牺牲了一晚只睡了1小时多不算什么。

我的功课真的不是赶完了拿来借你的，不要一直这么理所当然。

Being dependent will always fails you.

发泄完了心情好多了。:)

Movies

Recently the rate of me watching movies accelerated so much that i felt guilty sometimes haha

Just in two weeks

I watched 4 movies @___@

And before... i watched 4 movies in a year lolz

Had been wanting to type in chinese but the language bar disappear and nowhere to be found =.=

Tiny Times

Its Guo Jing Ming's film

An writer-cum-director

After watching this i wonder how is his book...issit as nice as this?

Featuring Yang Mi, Ko Chen Tung...and others XD

Close friendship throughout the film

Despicable Me 2

Gru get married this time LOL

And his scientist friend get tired for manufacturing jelly which seems to be so yucky that even da minion reject with disgust haha

He went to help El-Macho instead

Thus producing the purple minion with messy hair o____o

Here's their family photo :D

At first i dislike gru's wife coz she's way too annoying

Like in this scene, if im gru i'll spank her hard =X

How To Train Your Dragon

To be honest i had watched this movie for 3 times ^^"

Toothless is simply adoring

whilst it did have many teeth and for sure can bite one if it wanted to

The part where it acts likes a doggy

OMGOMGOMG

Heard that Part 2 is coming out?

or has it out already?

Look forward to it =D

Lastly, 

The Thieves

Its about some expert/top in industry thieves grouping up to steal a necklace named the Tears Of the Sun

And yeah, since they're thieves

Plenty deceiving and lying all around

And actions =)

Overal not bad.

Good to watch but the ending is quite blur(for me la)

Kim Soo Hyun is inside=O

But his scene ended after he saved Nicole ~.~

The part where they tried to open the safe by using some advanced tools.

I wonder real thieves will do like that or not?

Done.

Actually i was suppose to search for information for my homework but somehow i end up updating blog.

Now back to business. Bye

倒数3天

三天后要开学了

又要5点多起来听6小时的课做7零8落的功课了


上上课
做做功课
考考小试
稀松平常

Trip-KL

This post had been in my draft for a long time.

Decided to write it after all this time is really quite hard

Memories do fade, sometimes

Just anyway, i'll record it down, that's what a blogger do, basically haha

Now the beginning of da trip...

A random photo on airplane :)

Stayed at YMCA KL

Not a bad place to stay at. 

Near to KL Sentral, 5 mins walk and price considered reasonable

And well i love the line speed haha

Reached YMCA at approx 6pm and straight gone for dinner

Went to pavillion first, to be exact

A bunch of kids not caring for their poor stomach did this.

We had baskin robin with empty stomach haha

Quite lucky no one come down with stomachache

Random window shopping at Tokyo Street

So cuteeeeeeeee

Hope to visit there next time for its food

Now whats call travelling without cup noodles as supper?

Ok i admit its my idea

Simply love eating cup noodle in hotel omo

And chat so much that we slept at 2am that day

Worse, i woke at 6 the next day, and well keep yawning la when wait for bus lolz

Second day

National Library---KLCC---Aquaria

Used hop-on-hop-off bus to get to national library

RM19 per day

Quite expensive considering the fact that we only want to go to the national library as no other terms of public transportation will bring us there

Photo stop at i-forget-where lol

Hot day.

But simply dont miss the chance to go sit at the outdoor seat on da bus

Simply go take photo only lar haha

Not even five mins sitting outside already feel like dying-.-'''

We're lost at first.

With aid of GPS we reached *cheers for GPS*

Lunch at klcc 

Kimchi fried rice if not wrong.

Taste good ^_^

After lunch we these 吃货 went for food again

Stomach like a black hole lololol

Haagen Daaz

Simply delicious

Durian Durian encountered somewhere

IT IS AROMATIC

Din try though

贡茶

Aquaria

Should have bring the student identity card lolz

Get to touch the starfish hehe

like fake one...so hard...so i imagined starfish is quite soft and flexible

This is simply disgusting

Sway like seaweed but its a kind of eel orz

Third day

National Museum---Mid Valley

Invented a theme called 那些天的Single系列

This is called single bench

Random photo

National Museum

A kind of burial place...for natives i think?

Was amazed how they can put the body inside hmmmm

This is called 那些天一起hang tuah的日子 LOL

My mum said i look fake in this photo..假人..lolz

Im speechless, dun ever realize i can look like a fake thing

Photo when sitting on hop on hop on bus

Yes...the bus again...for consecutive 2 days

and this time we sit the whole route

Hop on from KL Sentral and get off at the same station @_@

Slept in bus lolzzz

Twin Tower

Just two kids playing bubbles.

Group photo

Komuter to Mid Valley

Ice cream again haha

Gelatissimo

Chatime

Sushi from cold storage

Tong Pak Fu

This is durian flavour de...forget its name

Actually we ordered a milk ice or smth like that

But they get our order wrong and served this instead

But its okay coz this taste really good

Haha boring us played this

*Are You Passionate?*

SO our trip ended here. *sigh*

Checked out at 6++ and went to airport

MacD for breakfast

Blue skies

This super umbrella travel along with us hahaha

and maybe its owner forgot about it

no one claimed it even after two rounds

Yup, that's all for kl trip.

Its been a while since i wrote something this long lol

On school holiday now.

But so many homeworks awww

Off. 

Bye.