Tests...after tests

Argh... test..TeSt..TEST...So many tests now.
Feel like going to crash into the wall already...
CRAZY...
It begins from peperiksaan pertengahan penggal 2..
Before the big big exam ,i had to study..till my hair grey!!
And after the exam, C. S. give us something to do again in the holidays..
Preparing, memorizing the moral definisi for a test she will give...
but i din actually study larr..^^
This is not enough...
we had science and math test again...
being white rats for the experiment the government??or some university do...
then
on Monday
we're having a GEO test...
Maybe i won't pass the test liao...
don't have the mood to study
Then after this kind of tests, i will get into overtired state
of studying n practising at school
quite tired practising at school
till i want to go sleep early these days...
and don't go study...
Making my result worse and worse
After the performance,
i'm going to study very,very hard
so that i can improve...
I must IMPROVE on the coming test...
My target is 84%
I believe that i can...
if i really study
not daydreaming
in front my books...

So GOOD LUCK to myself...

失望？！

开学快两个星期了。。
考试成绩出了。。
挺失望的，虽然我已经知道
会考很差的。。
尤其是美术，得了C。。
61分而已
从第一次的86分
到69分
又到61分。。
从他那儿听到时，
快哭了。。
结果装得不是很在乎的样子。。
超难受的。。
十二科里面，
七科退步了
而且还退得很多。。

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小微说得对，我们要有毅力。。
我知道我没有付出很多
可是
还是会觉得难过。。。。
也许这是对我的考验吧
提醒我
让我知道
了某件事。。
原谅我不告诉你们
但我想把它当成我的秘密。。

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算了吧。。。。
有退步才有进步的空间
也许下次考试
我能进步。。
如果我付出多一点。。。
所以就

祝我好运吧。。
你们也一样。。。。