7.4.16

Random thoughts...

Its been a while since I'm posting something.
To be honest, I don't update much throughout the years.
Probably once in a blue moon.
I remember the time that I would be writing about my life enthusiastically,  without worries.
I guess its a part of growing up, it adds more thoughts, stress, shield on you.
I hide myself from many, not willing to befriend them with my true self.
Like a hedgehog, safe distance is kept.
They say uni is a miniature society, I couldn't agree more.
Here you get to see all kind of faces, and you need alot of time to know who is your friend, with no benefit they can get from you.
You learn to be yourself.
You learn that not everyone is what you see on the surface.
Sometimes it takes some living together, or the willingness to help you write names during events or sharing knowledge for tests or many more.
You will suddenly realize that one guy in your class is not as noble as you thought.
Or you can realize your patience is not as much as you think.



As you grow up, you need to be careful about what you say.
No one's gonna let you off easily like before.
I used to really like writing.
But what i wrote were mostly stories which i make up.
Not lies, just random stories i fantasize cause i read a lot of novels.
Harry Potter, Twilight, Lord of the Rings, Percy Jackson and more...
Life goes on and one day you just stop imagining these stories in your mind.
Nowadays, all the thing i write are assignments and codes.

Im learning html like finally anyway

One of which i had been interested in since form 4

There's a lot to learn and im ranting or nagging(?) here



Just some random late night thoughts anyway
Gute nacht







4.1.16

2016的第一篇。

2016年1月4日。这是今年的第一篇。2015的回顾,不知道有没有心情来写。

今天是个晴朗的日子,也是我朋友的生日。
在考试季节中抽空庆祝了,可是寿星有点忧郁。
不过还是祝妳生日快乐呀


今天也是个差点车祸的一天。
在关丹驾车也不是第一次,知道这里的司机大都鲁莽。
随意换道不打讯号灯等,喜欢怎样驾车就怎样。
而今天,在回校的路上,就遇到了一个没车品的。
那时是绿灯。
原先,他从左边开到右边,他开到我隔壁的lane就停了。(马路大概四~五条lane)
所以不觉得他会再继续开到我的那条lane。
可是就在我即将开到他的车那儿,他居然冲了出来。
大脑几乎当机,考虑着我该刹车吗?
可是理智告诉我来不及,所以就swerve了。
转右再立刻转回左,车子失控了,大家都在喊,除了我。
只想着撞上了吗,难道这就是撞车的感觉……
还好就是因为这喊声,我才记得要把车子控制好开去旁边。
也还好,后方的车辆不多,不太清楚,可是停靠在旁边时望去后面他们都停在交通灯前。

感谢主,若不是祂,我现在可能不会打着这篇文章,而是在医院里躺着,更或者,是盖上白布。
因为根据当时的车速和情况,肯定是翻车。
如果再迟了一秒钟转……
如果后面的车辆很多……
如果那辆车再快一些……
如果我反应不过来……
如果我选择了刹车……
太多的如果,以致想起来仍后怕。

想说,主救了我,因为那儿平时是很多很多车辆的。
还有想说,司机们,马路不是你们铺的,请顾虑其他人好吗?
不要到了意外发生了再来后悔。